I have tried…

for weeks now to figure out how to say this… obviously unsuccessfully so I have come to the conclusion that I just need to spit it out without stressing over how to say it…

NO I am NOT pregnant, No I am NOT moving, No I do NOT have some fantastic job offer where I get paid spit loads of money for a few hours work… though if anyone knows of a job like this send them my way will you?!?!?!

I am however now the very proud owner of a mortgage, insurance bills, phone bills, power bills, car bills and a whole heap of other things typically ending with BILL!

And the big thing about it is that I am doing this solo…

Chris and I separated in May… needless to say May was a very busy month for me sorting out all of the above and simply getting through each day… June is turning out to be a slightly better month for me… and so I am hoping that each month leads onwards and upwards with only better things coming my way…

Chris has purchased a house in Southbridge… has regular time with the girls… who are enjoying having two houses… two bedrooms etc…

Oh and along the way I have learned that I am more than capable of doing some of doing things that I never thought I would… oh and my darling Daddy even sent me a parcel full of old hand tools so that I can actually do some of these jobs that need doing… so spare a thought for me wielding these tools... half of which I am just learning how they really should be used! NO more kitchen knives being used as screw drivers etc...